Haixz............A new year............ A new school......... A new me.......... Or so i thought......... I cant let go of him man........Everytime..........All i think of is HIM*..........Why must he influence me SO much?Why must i go obsessed with him?Why did he lead me on??

 

 That day...Two days afetr the fight...He saw me when he coming down from the bus..........He SMILED* and WAVED* at me..........My heart jumped man,,,,,,,,, I really miss him........ I wish he were back with me now......... If only he could read this......... Jia Hao.......... I am sorry kkaex?I never meant those stuff i said.........I really cannot live WITHOUT u.......... I need u back.........

 

 Just now also i saw him........... He was so cute...........But i did not talk to him.......... I have no guts to face him........... Everytime i see him, i feel like crying.......... I want the past*..........My future is bleak without him..........

 

 So........ BPSS is not bad.......... Cassandra all very fun.......... I love BPSS...MUackks.......

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 Yesterday... Was the WORST day ever... I cant believe that right now, i am not even talking to him. I cannot believe that right now, he and i are no longer known to each other...........

 

 I went out with Mas,Darryl,Charles and Dinika.......... Then we went to Pratahouse....... Then i call the bloody Jia Hao come down........ He came down,show me his fcukking attitude.......... I so FED UP......... Then he gimme back the ARMANI wallet....... I was so damn angry,i throw to the road......... Then never get runover by the lorry,so i walk one round to get it...........But then he climbed over fence and take it liao........... then i said........... "You dun want then i throw la!!"....... Then i walk damn fast,wanna throw it away......... Then Mas run after me......... She TRIED to stop me from throwing it away.......... But i still throw.......... Then i go back and sit down.......... Jia Hao over there......... Then i cannot take it liao......... I CRIED......... I cried for 15 minutes...........Then Charles and Darryl talk to Jia Hao........ Then they dunno say what....... Then they walk away.......... I still crying.......... Then he come back.......... He was like........... "Sorry Jane,I took back the wallet liao"......... Then i show him attitude.............

 

 After that,i went to the arcade......... He follow us sia.......... I so fed up.......... Then i sit at alley......... Very sad liao......... Then i heard he throw away the wallet.......... I call him out to settle......... Then he came out......... Then Mas and Dinika there........ I scold him cos Mas cry cos she felt like she let me down because of the idiot!! Then i angry......... I still crying sia........ Then his friend asked from outside if he can come in,i shouted NO!!.......... Then Jia Hao asked Mas and Dinika go out also lor......... Then i fed up cos he still smiling......... I bang the door......... He stand up,kick the chair away......... Then this is the conversation[Blue= Me Purple= Jia Hao]

 

What u do to her sia?Very fcukk leh u...
What u want?Everytime also u all harass me!!
U know what is harass ma?Dun be so humji...Harass is like stalking!!
OK...Disturb...Understand?
Whatever la...Ji bye...Then now leh?WHy u like this?
Why i like what?
Ever since u get the letter,u become so sialan...
Never wat...I already say the wallet is at home,u keep on saying i throw away...
But u did right?!Did u take it out of sympathy?!I tell u la...If its that,u can give back!!
I like the wallet ok?U dun anyhow say la...
U bloody ji bye,Now its at where?Ur room dustbin right?!What u do to Mas?
I never do anything.Its u all only wat.
U really want to kena tight slap from me is it?!!
[Looks away,Eyes red,Watery]
[Pointing finger at him]I tell u la.U spoil EVERYONE'S mood!Dun think u so big ok??!!Only sec 1 act like ah beng...Who do u think u are??!!??!!
Dun point ur finger at me!(x2)
[Sees a girl that looks like Zana]Fcuk la...U very lucky Zana there!!Or not i slap u liao!!U moodspoiler!!U spoil...
Its u lor!!I just now say i sleeping!!...
U dun blame me la u bloody moodspoiler!!!
I am not!!
[Walks away from him]Bloody jackass!!

 

Then i cry......... I cut hand........Then someone tell him,He say he could not be bothered liao..........Fcuk nor........ He came back in to arcade......... I see him,i breakdown again......... Then Darryl say,i help u two settle,but u all must tio paiseh a bit la..........He say sorry..........U say sorry..........Ok?I was like........ WHATEVER!!

 

 Then darryl bring him out.......... I show attitude.........[Blue=Me Purple=Jia Hao Red= Darryl]

Na...U all two say...
[show attitude]He say first la...Why must i?
Sorry Jane...[Sticks out hand]Friends?
[Grabs hand unwillingly]Mmmm...Whatever la...
[To darryl in chinese]She never say sorry
[To me]Say sorry nia...
Mmmph.....
U see,u all can settle like this,u all shout shout...
He really humji what...
[to darryl in chinese]U see...Its she scold me...
Say sorry...
Sorry la....Bye bye bye...
Bye bye.......

 

Waa.........I so fcukk upp lor........Then Mas missing....... Then we make him say sorry to Mas........ But Mas one,WHOLE story involved......... Mas,Darryl,Jia Hao,Me,Dinika,Vicki,Karine,Jasmine and Vicki cousins......... We all talk things out....... Then he said" Sorry......."I was like......."Sorry cat?Sorry dog?"........ He went "Sorry Mas"......... Then they unwillingly shake hands.........Then vicki was like........."I hug all of u ok?"........ Then Jia Hao was like" Later her stead scold la.......".........

 

 And because of all this problems...........He is gone from me..........He is OUT of my life......... I have only the deepest hatred for him....... I hate him............Nothing/No one can change the fact......... I HATE JIA HAO....... I regret doing everything.........I regret meeting him.......... But whats done is done..........It takes time to heal......... For now,i have to do without his jokes.........Without his laughter.........Without him......... But i will be ok........ i THINK**

 

 

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 I hate YOU*....... Seeing your new pictures with her........ Really hurt me a LOT........ I tried to hold back my tears...... How could u just find a new girl......... Leaving me here......... I loved you..........I left HIM* for You......... But you still picked HER*.......... I hate her....... I will always hate HER*...... Until the day she dies....... I will always HATE* her....... I miss you......... If only i could say HI to you..... I will be VERY happy....... I need you now........ All the past memories of us......... Came back to me............. Haixz.......... Why did we have to be gorrhxmeii....... Why did i have to be with HIM*??

 

 I guess its all fate....... I wanna be back with you......... Even as a meii........ I just want to bring back the past.......... I just want to talk........ Smile........ And laugh with u again!! I miss u loads......... I want u back......... I cant stop crying while i write this out......... I cant believe i had to lose u to her......... I cant believe after so many months........ I still cry for u......... This is the WORST year ever.......... I miss u darling......... I wish i could bring back the past.........

 

I dare to write this here........ Cos i know u will not read it......... Haixz...........

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 Went out with Jia HaO... We were two stupid ppl....... Both of us kept on changing the meeting time from 11am to 11.30am to 12pm........ Then when we met....... We dunno where to go........ Then we flag for cab......... And told the driver go Park Lane......... Then halfway......... We change our minds........ We go Marina Bay arcade..........  We reach liao......... We go change tokens........ Then we play air hockey.......... He win me la....... Stupid guy..........

 

 Then he went to play some kinda drum thingy........ I go play Para Para........ Then he finish...... He come watch me play........ I so paiseh when he come.........So never do properly....... Then we go play Photo Hunt......... Then we went to play Para Para......... He dance with me........ Funny sia!! then we go play something like Rock Fever......... Then...... We go play KOF........ He damn pro sia........ He is so calm......... Lol.........

 

  Then we went to wait for the bus....... He went to buy some drink........ then he share with me......... Then he said,"I drink this later also i become rojak"......... Lol........ He so funny!! Then we cannot wait for bus liao........ We take cab......... We went to Fareast Plaza.......... Then went to eat at KFC......... We bought cheese fries........ He finish his liao........ I only at 1/4 of mine!!Then i push my food to him........ He eat lor........ Then we come back to Bishan cos i wanna buy bag....... Then he wanna play bball.......

 

 In the bus........ He act Ah Beng........ Then go kacau me......... Very funny....... Then he sang the Madonna's Hung Up....... LOL......... Very fun day!!Thursday he owe me lunch....... Then he pei me go gai-gai!!Yay!!

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 Hahaha...Yesterday...I went to the salon to highlight my hair red........ Then while waiting OUTSIDE with Mas meii........I saw JIA HAO......... then i shout "Jia Hao"......... He shout "What?"......... Then i said "Cannot call your name issit?".........He was like........... "Cannot".......... Then he come over......... Talk to me......... he go buy something after that......... Then he came back to the salon........ then he pei me wait for the highlighting to be over.......... The first red colour i take.........Cannot see sia!!Then Jia Hao laugh like a idiot!! Then the auntie help me put another red colour......... Then after ONE hour PLUS........ Can go liao........ Then Jia Hao keep on li siao me......... Keep touching my hair......... Then make until very messy.........Baiichii!!

 

 

 On Sunday night......... I first time talk to Jia Hao......... Cos me and Don send Mas back......... Then me and Mas talk until very loud then luagh laugh......... Suddenly he see us......... He purposely go"Shh...Shh...Shh.."......... then i was like "Shut up la........God gimme mouth to talk i talk"........... Then from there till Mas house....... We were going "Shut up la!!"......... So fun!!

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  The past few days....... Went to the arcade with Mas meii....... Andd Karine ba0beii....... Then now i very paiseh when see Alvin,Danny,Kishen they all........ After what happened that day......... I can really die sia........ My meii......... Go tell them something....... Then i thought she wanna tell them that i like Kishen........ Then i run after her........ I run and run......... Then this stupid guy........... Left his bag on the floor....... I tripped over it......... And i FELL on the floor........ In the ARCADE....... Aint i just so perfect?? Then turns out that Mas meii just wanna tell them that we playing DDR cos they wanted to watch us play........Wahh........ Then i so paiseh........ They[Kishen and Danny] helped me up........ Then i thought they never see....... Then immediately after i stand up........ they bring me to bubble tea shop......... Only three of us la........ Danny,Kishen and me......... Then i ask why they buy for me....... They say cos i fell....... I so paiseh sia!! then now everytime i see them........ They will laugh........But go out with them very gerek.........

  Hmmsh........ Nowadays........ I hang out with Mas and Karine........ I MISS REMY!! Like go out with him play KOF very shiok!!But....... Nevermind........ I wanna go arcade again....... Oh yah......... Mum says i can highlight my fringe red!

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 Gabriel+Anon+Jane=Best Buddies!!

 Hahhahahaha......... Well.........I would like to thank those people who have been helping me make those spammers bug off...........April and Peiling.........Thankies!!Joanne jie and Daphne.........Thanks too........... To the stupid spammers.......Please la....... You want scold me......... Say it to MY face......... Dun hide behind computer screen and say la........ So cowardly........... Why??No guts ar??You want tag.......... Tag for all i care........ If i have the mood........ I will reply........... If i dun......... I wont lor......... See how...........

 Anyways, yesterday........... Went to arcade......... then meet up with Mas........ then Zannah auntiie cut hair............. Then Karine came.......... We go play para para like hell.......... then we came back to my house for awhile.......... Then we go back............ So prakash......... then Mas go and take gar gar from him......... then we go outside arcade and have it........... So nice sia!! Then we play para para again......... Saw DANNY[KCPSS]......... He cut hair!!OMFG!! i laugh like hell.......BUT HE STILL WEAR CAP!!Then...... We go basketball court........ Then saw Natasha... Then she saw Mas....... She said.......... I know you........ Then she saw Karine..........You are the rock fever pro......... Then she see me........ This one the para para girl........... Then we go have gar gar at bbq pit....... then they send me to below my block!!They so good........ When we walking up stairs........ Got this big big dog come up to me........ I shock tio sia!!Hhahahah......... then i come back and watch Tong Xin Yuan lor.........

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 Yesterday...Went to the freaking library...Go borrow books... Then......Went to the arcade la......... i going in with aqila........ Saw Talib......... Wanted to ask him for something.......But didnt dare....... So ignore him......... Then went in....... I go change $19 tokens......Then he only change $0.50......... Hahahha........ Then i go play Rock Fever........ He go play the ElDorado........ He with his friends la......... Then the "Auntie" and "Uncle" see me........ Then ask why Thursday night never go......... I said my dad home........ Then they smile..........

 Then while playing....... This girl "Mas" came to me and aqila........ Then make friends lor........ Then we play.......... Ends up she know Talib also....... She also know Danny[KCPSS]......... Then we talk........ Then she gave me somthing.......... So happy sia......... Then she say next time i must go ask myself from Talib,.......... Then yesterday......... Saw jia hao also....... So lucky lor!But Jia Hao damn TOOT!! i see him also wanna laugh.......... Then i play about........ $30++ yesterday........ But for a good cause....... Saw Talib,Jia Hao...... "Auntie"........"Uncle"........ then a lot of people there......... But never see the hilarious DANNY[KCPSS]........ Hhahahahahx......... Talking about danny.......... I wonder what happened to BHSS the danny......... Heard can find him at Orchard.......... I will go find him soon ba........

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 Last night........ Went to the arcade at night........ Then saw the "uncle"........ He say i play until so late one......... Hahah....... Then i went to change tokens........ Change $10........ Then i wanted to play KOF 2002......... Then i turn in there........ Waa!!I had a heart attack!! Talib,Danny,Alvin all there!!I dun dare play sia........ I wanted to "run"away........ But they caught me........ I was pretty surprised that Talib and Alvin remembered me because the last time i actually talked/played with them was when i was in Primary five........ When we used to rollerblade and "play" at the playground below.......... Hahahhaha........ Then they say i wanted to play ar......... I was like........."Ya......... But since u all here then nevermind"......... Then Talib asked Danny to get off the freakin KOF 2002 seat........ I very paiseh liao........ Then somemore their "new" friends all there........ About 10 of them in total......... I seat down....... then play........ Play until reached the stage of the "boss"........ Then after my "Iori" died......... I also thought no hope........ Then luckily Danny there........ He very very polite.......... He said this "You surely die one la......... Siam siam......... I help u play........Sorry if i very rude"......... I was like......... SHEESH!!........ Then he play........ He play,he won......... I happy la......... Then i looked at my handphone....... 10.30 liao......... Die die......... Only 30 mins to reach auntie norrie's house......... So i left.......... Then on my way out they were like........ "Next time you want play ar......... Just tell me........ I will ask them to siam one........"......... Then Talib was like........ "You really lost a lot of weight leh......... And u cut hair is better.......Last time looked like "it".......... I smile........ Then go take cab.........In the cab....... I was screaming like hell.......... Talking about TALIB!! He really damn cute.......... I laugh the whole night..........

 Then when i reached aunty norrie's house........ She and dinika fought........ Then i ignore........Not my problem whats........ Then i slept........

 Today....... Woke up......... Came home with Dinka........ Forgot to call Remy.......... Came back......... Ate........ Then went to the bank woth mum and Dinika....... Then went to the arcade......... Go find Remy......... He over there........ then i played KOF with him.........He THRASHED me........... Then i cannot win........ So go hit him......... He stepped on my feet...... then i made him and Dinika talk......... Dinika likes him what.........Then he just said hello to her....... then i played another round with him........ then went to the para para machine........The Arcade "Auntie" force me to play........ I play lor........ Then came back......... Study[Dad asked]......... Then now blog lor........

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 19`11`05

 I know this post is so long overdue......... But still......... I have to blog about this...........

 Went to the ARCADE with Dinika........ Then gave Don $8......... Then i and DInika went to Fareast........ Go find Chantel AUNTIIE!!  Dinika and i took bus no. 54 to Fareast.......... the stupid driver drive until so slow!! I was like......... "You drive faster will get heart attack is it??"........... Then we reached at 2.00 pm....... 30mins late!! Then i call Auntiie......... Auntiie come to the 7-11....... Then i see her, i shouted "AUNTIIE!!"........ Then she smiled........ Then we talk talk....... Go buy socks......... Auntiie bought the red colour socks!! Hahahahahah......... Then we went to Heeren........ Go take neos........ Auntiie damn funny and cute!! Then we go pei Auntiie take cab........ She very blur, dunno how to flag for cab........ Then we went to the wrong place to take cab........ S0 funny........ Then this lady...... Around 25++ .......... Diao Auntiie and me......... Then we just stare at her lor........... den she got cab, i send her off....... She go her dear's house.......... Then me and Dinika go back to arcade........... We play para para....... Den suddenly......... I saw HIM!! ARRGGHH!! I shocked siia!! Remy the cute cute friend over there......... I immediately dun dare to play para para liaox........ Cos he came and watch....... Cos Dinika also there........ then got all those bo liao people and those who no money come watch.......... I at first not paiseh........ Then suddenly see him........ So paiseh........ But no choice continue.........  Then about 4++......... Dad called........ Then i go home lor.........

 23`11`05

 I go arcade again!! Then....... I play para para again......... Dinika pay one........ Then when my turn, i turn around........ Saw TALIB!! What the hell??!! I so paiseh liao.......Then i shout for Dinika go play first........ Then i looka t Talib while shoutin "You stupid girl!!"......... He look back also la.......... Then Dinika is just BESIDE him but i never see........... Then i paiseh, so turn away........ Then play again......... When i half way playing, the whole group left........... Then suddenly, i pass again.......... Hahhaah........... Then Hartika came........ She dance damn nice!! She dance only, her admirer go kacau her........ Hahahhahx...........  Then we watch her play.......... She play finish liao....... All go back home...........
 
   25`11`05

 Today fight like hell at home........ Almost slapped people here sia......... Then went online........ Talk to remy TEACHER and giigii BAOBEII.......... So funny........ He call "Mr.Baichi" Mr june......... Idiot sia remy!! And....... Dinika likes him.......... hahahahahahhaah..........  miss the arcade!! Cant wait for monday!! Haiixz..........
 

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